Shutter Happy

Went around the floor taking pictures of everybody. Saying goodbye can be fun.

He Said, She Said

So the guys opened this topic about the first thing that they'd usually notice in a girl. The first three choices were the boobs, the legs and the face. I'd just quote a few of the "common" answers and some of the more interesting ones.

High cheekbones - gustong gusto ko pa naman 'yung monay na monay

Well for me, I go for finger nails first, then toe nails. Fetish ko yan. Yun di overdone ah, as much as possible ala sana pinta ang daliri, and maiksi ang kuko. And only after that do I checkout the face.

Good natural boobs (natural sag is fine with me as long as it's not excessive. Anyway, with every female wearing a bra, who'd notice anyway?) with impressive cleavage. C cup is preferred.

nice butt/hips - ayaw ko nung walang pwet. gusto ko yung may nakukurot ako.

ilong. weird mang sabihin, pero una kong napapansin ang ilong. next is boobs. the rest follows na.

medyo mabango at malinis - yung kahit di magpabango ay mabango pa rin tsaka kahit pawisan ay mabango pa rin (medyo lang? -hanne)

lovely hands - yung di parang kamay ng magsasaka

Actually, I would like 'magsasaka' hands sa girl. Means the lady has practicality and can take care of kids and is generally a hard worker like me who basically works 24x7.

Ofcourse, I had to start a similar discussion for the girls. I gave them three choices: abs, pecs or butt. And I got more answers than I expected. It's quite fascinating. Let me share some things I got from other women:

height, hands/nails, nose, at voice. turn off kase pag boses ipis. bopek tawag dun. As in boses pekp*k.

Cowboy. Saka bonus kung marunong kumanta o marunong sa music at art.

Body-wise? attracted ako sa mga di masyado chiseled

My boyfriend has perfect teeth, ngitian lang ako, tumatambling na ang laman-loob ko.

hair: kalbo - plus points 'to (syempre kung bagay din sa kanya. Example: Will Devaughn - McRice burger commercial model or Derek Ramsey)

nice ass (yung subtle lang ang shape pero halata pag naka-slacks)

buns...eherm...basta firm at may shape..ang kyut ng guy na may umbok..sa likod!

gusto ko smart looking. ayoko ng parang gangster ang dati na sobrang laki ng shirt at ang pundyo nasa tuhod na.

I guess watching Casanova didn't help in extinguishing the oh so manly stature of a male seducer. Hahaha~ Kakainis.

I'd have to stand by my claim to the "athelete's arms/hands" since I know for a fact I find that to be way too sexy to say no to. I guess Tim was right when he said my type may not be discernable by a certain look but rather by a certain gut feel. If he looks like a player, talks like a player and has the angas of a player, then that's my guy right there. Darn!

Ohhh~

I was just checking random blogs from random lists when I saw Mimi and Carl's blog. Well, I think it's them. The famous couple from P*yups.com.

Just check their site. Darn, now I wanna get married.

Now na!

Fast Forward

I hate the fact that there are instances when I've no control over how things would turn out in my day. You could say I'm a control freak. I don't mind.

Like when I planned to make sure that there'd be no hitch on the schedule. I went online 24 hours after to check and I've 2 agents already. Grrr~ Then I made sure I'd be at SM Megamall the moment it opens to have my NBI clearance renewed only to find out that at that time it would take me forever to even find the end of the line. Then the moment I got home my mom told me we could check at the city hall. Guess what?! No lines. I was first. I just handed them my old copy, my ID pic and a valid ID, handed them the P115 and 2 mins later I was on my way home. Darn, darn, darn.

That's how the day has been. And it's my mom's birthday today. I forgot. I don't have anything to give her. I'm such a moron.

Do Not Read

I dunno why I can't leave comments. Anyways, Hermie, I dunno what it is but I know it'll go away in a few months. Hopefully. I'd have it checked again after 6 mos.

Dumdidumdadadum.

I'm bored. And sleepy. And tamad.

Small things gets me so rammed up lately. Like I can get pissed for the smallest possible reason. Me hate that. Also, me hate the sick feeling. See. I can't even write anything worth reading. Sorry.

Abandoned

To be honest, I always thought that the day I'd leave my current company would be the day that I'd "abandon" my team. It seems like though, there's no one left to abandon at this point. Almost everyone has already left.

Nep went off ahead of boss, then BJ and Joey got promoted. Pao left after that. Then Noreen and I. Mike is about to leave too. Mon is trying to paw his way into Ops and if not is checking other companies. Jane is thinking of leaving. Now, except for Orange and the newbies, I've no one. So I guess, I'm not abandoning anyone afterall.

Kawawa naman ang NCO.

Wrong Picture

Something's wrong. The world is changing and it's not getting any better.

On my way to work this afternoon, I saw a young girl (about 2-3 yrs old) with an old lady who's prolly her mom. They said hi to a guy who was walking beside me, the guy shouted something to the little girl. It was a joke me thinks. The mom said, "*toot* ka daw o!" at which the little girl replied, "tado!" The mom and the stranger laughed like the girl just said something amazing and not an insult.

The other day, I was on my way home from the mall, when from the cab I saw a bunch of gradeschoolers getting out of this public school right by the main road. One of the girls hitched her skirt up and squatted on the sidewalk while she took a pee for everyone to see. No one paid attention and apparently her family didn't think it's not only gross but dangerous. We hear about kids being sexually assaulted everyday, and if they grew up thinking it's ok that they show they privates to complete strangers then that's big trouble.

Yesterday I was heading to the dentist when my mom asked me to change my shorts. I said nothing's wrong with it. She said it's much too short. I was astounded. One it's not a pekpek shorts...not evern close to a beach shorts. What's so short about it? I'm freaking 25 years old and I can't wear shorts to the dentist which is 5 mins walk away from my house when at age 25 they're already married and with kids? What's happening!?

Leaving Soon

I have to admit, I never thought leaving something would be this hard. It's like getting your heart broken for every single goodbye and every last hug you get from everyone around.

Working for the same company for three years may not sound much to people, but if you we're the first few who came in and you got to welcome everyone else, it's heartbreaking to actually receive goodbyes from everyone you've smiled at the moment they walked in.

Archie ain't making it any easier, so does Joe. And yes, Chico. The team is less unaffected as a matter of fact.

No matter, it's hard, and that's all there is to it at the moment.

Dreamscape

I've said it time and time again, I don't dream. It's rare that I would and usually I won't even remember what it's about. This time though I've been dreamin almost every night. Usually I'd forget what it was about but last night's dream's just too vivid.

Question is, why do I keep on dreamin about him? I hate him! Well, not really, but I don't like him at all. Geez. My dreams are giving me the creeps, it's like my mind is trying to free some really bad ideas out in the open.

I just had to rant. Forget it.

Bad Day

If the other day was my shining moment, today is just one big frustrating moment.

I learned that I've got cysts on both my ovaries.

The medicard clinic at SM North lost my medicard card.

I got my long awaited period thus a highly noticeable stain on my pants while frolicking with Hernan at SM.

The cab that I rode in broke down a kilometer or so from my place.

No other cab around so I had to walk the rest of the way with my white 3 inch heels and my bag hanging at my back and my planner suspended in front to hide any stains.

I'm getting really nauseous...must be the pills.

Letting Go

The stars were right when they reminded me I had to learn to let go. Change is coming and I can't welcome it unless I'm willing to let everything else go. Past is past.

Finally

Woohoo~ I've done it. I was able to pass my resignation and I'm now rendering my 30-day notice.

Golden Gowns

I'd have to admit, I'm more interested in what they wore than who won what. So that's the first thing I checked on when I went online.

Something's wrong with the pic of Brad and Angie. I can't point a finger at it though.



I have to admit though, Reese's a winner. See the shoes? I want!

Grand Idea

Oh my, ain't this idea grand?

Daily Extended Forecast for January 17, 2007
Provided by Astrology.com	Daily Teen Forecast

Teaching an old dog new tricks isn't hard when the dog wants to improve itself! You can sense something new starting in your life, so why not go with this feeling and make some personal changes? In order to take advantage of an upcoming transition, you'll have to let go of a few old habits. But one glimpse at your possible future will show you that all the effort will be worthwhile. Today you will be handed a golden opportunity on a silver platter.

	Touchstone: The Wheel of Fortune
	Career: The Empress
	You have the Star representing you on this day, dear Hanne, and that means that you feel balanced in yourself and radiant towards the outside world. In association with the Wheel of Fortune which symbolizes chance, your lucky Star is telling you loud and clear that you must seize the opportunities that arise, including any new love interest or possibility of a new friendship. Remember that it is through others that you can expand yourself. So don’t stay in your own four walls, get out and meet people. At work, you're in an excellent position to advance your situation. The Wheel of Fortune is adding luck to the intelligence you're already receiving from the Empress. If you're waiting for news of any kind, such as a promotion or a sign that things are moving on, today could be the day that the opportunities present themselves! Keep your eyes peeled…

Trouble In The House

I don't pretend I'm a great provider when I know my family is still lacking a lot of things, I think though that I'm making a good enough habit of trying my best. Sometimes though, as the song goes, my best just ain't good enough.

Yes, I'm working in a call center and yes I'm quite fortunate in that case. Being an undergrad and having no special training under my belt I was still able to get a higher than usual salary. The moment I started to work over 4 years ago I committed myself to helping my sister get through college. But when at the beginning my mom expressed that she can do it and my sister can enter the University of her choice, I stood watching as they buried themselves in utang. Yes, FEU is much too expensive for my jobless parents, what the hell were they thinking?!

Over 2 years ago I gave my sister an ultimatum. Transfer to UP where I can afford your tuition or stop your studies. She followed my request, though she's still mug about it til now. To this day she'd refer to UP as my school. She'd never say, "Punta ako ng school." rather she's more likely to claim, "punta ako sa school mo e." I turned a deaf ear. I don't care if her words are filled with resentment, I'm sending her to school and she has to take into consideration that I'm the only one in the family with an income and that income comes at P7,000 per payday. Not much for a family of 5.

My favorite story about my sister was probably her fate last year. She had 5 subjects. One prof threatened to flunk her if she doesn't get a copy of this book. I told her at that time that I was out of cash. She bawled for days, but I never moved. I told her maybe she could start looking for a part-time job since I can't always be ready with money when the need arise. My dad started yelling at me at that. He told me to stop bugging my sister because I'm the one "with money." What?! Anyways, I ended up giving her the P700 though I explained to her she could always scour the various libs at UP (heck, it's for English 10, would that be so hard to find? it's not even limited ed) or just borrow from her classmates and have it photocopied at SC. Both ideas she rejected with tons of really irritating excuses. She ended up dropping that subject anyways, and I wanted to wring her neck for that. What's worse was when she told me that she has INC on 2 other subjects. Great! 5 subjects, 1 dropped, 2 INC and 2 passing. What kind of grade is that?

I forced myself to forgive her after that and still gave her tuition for the following school year. Now my mom is telling me she would ask both my brother and sister to stop college. I was astounded. What will happen to us? A family of undergrads, with jobless parents and irresponsible siblings...Ugh~! If this is karma I could've been one of Hitler's minions.

Last night I caught both of them in my room. I asked them if they know that our mom's planning on making them stop and was actually hoping they'd go get a job. They stared at me. Yes, that's all they did. Stare.

Now tell me, ain't I in big trouble?

Something's Wrong

I'm not sure since I can't seem to put my fingers on it, but something is definitely wrong.

She's out again. Tsk, tsk. She's claiming we don't have the capabilities to do something when we do. She asks people in the team not to be late or absent when she's always both.

Something's wrong. Hinde pa ba obvious?

Not So Daily Things

I had dinner with Randell, Agnes, Ryan and Nonoy last Friday then had coffee afterwards where Mikey followed. Had a hearty laugh, as always. We even saw the top half of the fireworks at the pyrolympics from Gateway's top floor. Wish I could head there though. As always, I don't have the time and the means. Darn!

We had to leave a little after midnight though. Most of us hadn't had any sleep or have been through an entire exhausting day. I on the other hand, have both to consider plus the fact that I planned on going to Makati the following day to have my pre-employment medical.

4 hours later I was up and bustling again getting ready for Makati. I decided to take the LRT and just use the cab on my way home. The LRT ride reminded me why I wanted to stay in the night shift. The one that I was able to board doesn't have it's airconditioning up and all the windows were locked shut. Everytime the door would open, I could feel everyone breathing a sigh. And then it'll close again and we're all back the muggy sorry state of having to inhale what the person beside you just exhaled. I tell you, it wasn't that easy.

Then there's the overcrowding. After 3 stations I couldn't even imagine how I'd possibly be able to head out considering I'm just a seat away from the door. There seems to be dozens of women (i was on the women's cart) in front of the doors and there's no way I could squeeze myself out. It was great though that by the time we hit the Central Station, almost half of the people standing have already gone out and I knew it won't be too hard to head out once it's my turn.

Once I was off the train I head down and was deciding whether I'm gonna take a bus, fx or a cab. Well, I let the bus go, then I passed by the fx terminal and went straight to the cab after several minutes of staring at it. Relieved that I was able to get to the clinic without any mishaps, considering I'm quite good at collecting those when in commute, I had my physical.

My BP got checked, my temperature, standard height and weight measurement, x-ray, blood sample, urine test, drug test etc. I tell you I was quite calm with everything, especially since Paul told me they'd poke my butthole when doing the physicals. Well, my doctor just took a peek at my butthole and there were no poking involved. I thought I was safe.

Then I had this great idea of having myself checked thoroughly since Humana is an accredited Medicard clinic which is my current HMO, I asked if I could also get my regular dental cleaning and a visit to the OB-Gyne as approved by the doctor who first saw me. Unfortunately, the dentist is already overbooked for the day but I could see the gynecologist they said.

You see, I use to have regular periods but since August of last year it became really irregular. My cycles are now anywhere from 35 to 43 days according to my online calendar at mycycle.com. Ain't that 50% longer than most cycles? So I decided to have myself checked. Guess what, the doctor advised me that I have to have several tests so she'd be able to tell if it's just hormonal where she'd give me a drug to just jumpstart my system so it could get it's regular rhythm back or it's something much more serious like a thyroud problem or something wrong with my uterus or ovaries.

I was shocked of course that I actually have a 33% chance of getting a thyroid case or an ovarian and uterine problem. It's like Dana Reeves having lung cancer when she's not a smoker. Geez. So she signed off a form so the lab there could take another set of blood samples, ouch, and an intravaginal ultrasound, since as she explained its better than regular ultrasound cos they get to see my insides clearly.

The nurses went to work, phoning Medicard to get a clearance to do the procedures. They already took a vial of blood on my left arm and taking another set on the same vein might cause it to collapse and I know that so when they asked me to sit, I decided to give them my other arm. I went off the clinic with two sets of aching arms. I really, really hate needles.

Then I went straight to the ultrasound room where the lady there asked me to take another pee though I've already filled out 2 vials of it needed for my urine test and my drug test. I did and came back. She asked me to changed into a gown. Then she showed me the thing that she'd insert inside me. It wasn't so scary really. Plus the lubricant worked really, really well. Plus I got to see my insides. She said my uterus is "inverted" (I hope I heard her right) that's when I panicked. But she said, it's really normal that it's a bit further back. After taking shots of the different sides of my uterus we went to the ovaries.

Now that's when it started to hurt a bit. Imagine your ovaries, they're on both sides of you uterus and that means she has to move the instrument slightly facing my sides. The angle felt like my insides was being moved. The pain wasn't much, it's like just stretching some sore muscle, but it felt really really weird. Half an hour later, I stepped off the bed and went out. Until now though, I could still feel my insides as if it's been rearranged somehow. Sheesh.

I took a cab to SM Cyberzone after that so I could finally buy us a new optical mouse. Our old one got busted and only the right click works. Everyone was staring at the wads of cotton on both my arms to I decided to pull them off. That was a wrong move since I did it in the corridor. The moment I pulled one off the people stopped staring and looked away. Guess what, I didn't know there'd be that much blood on the cotton. Ugh. Well, I already took one off so I took the other one and went ahead to make my purchase.

Anyways...a lot of other things happened but I don't think anyone's interested anymore. Haha~ This isn't even worth reading. I'd be heading back next week to get the results of my tests and I hope it's really nothing serious. Please.

Almost Over

I can't wait until it's over. I just want out. Really. I can handle almost anything except her. I was able to handle all the sleepless nights, the 18 hour long shifts, the absence of breaks, the insanity coupled with work, the gruesome cleaning of everybody's shit, being underpaid and so much more...but I am not willing to be pushed around by someone who's a bloody lying moron!

Last Drop Of Gas

Sometimes it feels like I'm running on the last drop of gas, that in a second I'd find the entire engine stalling as I watch the smoke billow from my rear. And then in between those moments I'd feel sudden flashes of genius ideas that is nothing less than divine intervention in itself. Then I'd hit another roadblock and I'd eventually resign to the sidewalk where I'd probably stay while I wait out the feeling of being overdrawn.

Kakapagod minsan.

Just Ranting

I'm getting a wee bit frustrated with a lot of things. I don't wanna dwell on it for now because some things are just out my so controlling hands and I have to accept that as fact.

Several guy friends have talked to me revently about their "problems" and I in turn revved my "almost sarcastic but not really bordering nice even" lines to full throttle. Honesty can really work wonders. Basically I forgot the all too familiar BS line, 'everything will be fine' and went for the real deal. I guess they appreciate that. One ended up heartbroken, the other became suddenly mad at the object of his affection and the other thought I'm a lot better than Dr. Phil just because I've got a head full of hair. Yah~

Just Pictures

Here's how I spent my Friday night. See that tower of beer? I didn't drink that, just had one glass...Hahaha~

Single's Night

Just a vid that Bobby took at Gerry's Libis.

Year End Survey

Just something I got from another blog...and since I've nothing better to do then what the heck.

What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
Letting the inner me out more often much to the surprise of the people around me.

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I told myself I won't bury myself in work, I had more sleep compared to 2005. I said I'd stop taking too many shopping trips and I don't think I bought that much shoes this year and I have not bought a single new bag for 2006 *grins* Also, I told myself I'd have more fun. Now, fun is something to be defined, but to be able to finally let myself lose once in a while and let that inner voice take an active part in my life is more than enough fun that I can handle.

Did anyone close to you give birth?
My cousin!

Did anyone close to you die?
Yes. In reality and figuratively.

What countries did you visit?
Err...I've been to fairyland. Hehe~

What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
Faith. Faith in the fact that life will always give me what's due and that in the end everything would be just mighty fine.

What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
August 5 and 17.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Learning to accept defeat. Knowing that I'm not invincible. Finally accepting that life would never get any easier, it would actually get a lot tougher.

What was your biggest failure?
I was too afraid to let go of the things that have long been gone. You can't hold onto memories. Some things are meant to stay like that, memories.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
A lot of migraine attacks. Toothache which I never thought I'd get again after ten thousand years.

What was the best thing you bought?
Hmm, my worldvision sponsorship. If you could consider that.

Whose behavior merited celebration?
Errrr...I can't think of anyone. Hahaha~ Everyone deserves a toast. It's a darn hard life and to survive another year is enough reason to celebrate.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Bakeks from work. And random memories from the past that until now I can't understand. I guess that's why they're random ;p

Where did most of your money go?
Wek, coffee? food? books, clothes, tuition, cab fare, facials, hair salon. Hahaha~

What did you get really, really, really excited about last year?
A new relationship which didn't end well...no regrets though. I learned tons from it. Most importantly it reminded me I'm supposed to shun off men..and overstated friends.

What song(s) will always remind you of 2006?
"Beautiful" by India Arie
"City of Blinding Lights" by U2
"Beautiful" by Moby

Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? -- happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? -- fatter!
iii. richer or poorer? -- both. I'm richer if you add up all my earnings but poorer because I spent more this year ;p

What do you wish you'd done more?
Exercise. Sleep. Laugh.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
Worrying. Didn't help me and I'm still on it. Ugh, neverending.

How many one-night stands?
Wala ata. Hahahaha~

What was your favorite TV program?
Nothing really. Just random shows on cable.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Yes. Sino kaya siya? Heehee~

What was the best book you read?
I can't honestly remember all the books I've read but the Undomestic Goddess by Kinsella made me think a lot. Really. I doesn't sound much but I thought, do i want a life in the fast lane or do i want to take my chances and look for my small place in some secluded suburbs...? That's the thing I've been worrying about for the latter part of the year really.

What was your greatest musical discovery?
Oh my...I'm so out of tune...Don't ask me.

What did you want and get?
Another chance to prove to myself that I can let my guards down. I got it alright...and had my heart broken another time. Sheeeeesh~

What was your favorite film of this year?
Happy Feet? I really can't remember anything.

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I slept. 25.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Losing all my excess baggage early on? I still have a lot by the way so there's no point!

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Simple.

What kept you sane?
Blogging. P*yups. The Starbucks Baristas. My incessant non-exclusive talks with Hernan and Penny. Gym days that gave me happy hormones.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
No one.

What political issue stirred you the most?
You know me, nothing political in nature please.

Who did you miss?
my family.

Who was the best new person you met?
My new self.

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
I'm not supergirl or wonderwoman as everyone thinks I am. I had to work hard for everything and that makes every single thing happening in my life really valuable. You want something? Work for it. You want to rid yourself of something? Let go. You want to know yourself? Take time to listen.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
I deserve more.

The most touching experience you've had this year?
A smile from a stranger. A hug from no one. A kiss from an illusion.

What did you like most about yourself this year?
My undying belief in the goodness of everyone.

What did you hate most about yourself this year?
Being too hormonal and emotional.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"The time is right, I'm gonna pack my bags and take that journey down the road...I wanna go to a place where I have nothing and everything that exist between in the here and nowhere...I wanna go to a place where time has no consequences and the skies open to my prayer...I wanna go to beautiful."

Was 2006 a good year for you?
It was. It might not seem like it at first glance but learning about myself and life is always more important than the things I had to endure and go through.

What was your favorite moment of the year?
Those nights when i was brave enough to make myself feel what's really there.

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
That Thursday afternoon when my phone rang and I was dragged into another sad reality. And that sad day in the hospital when all I wanted was to be this little girl once again. And that one afternoon in UP when I realized I don't belong there anymore, and I pity the next person who realizes that they don't too.

Where were you when 2006 began?
Home.

Who were you with?
No one.

Where were you when 2006 ended?
Home.

Who were you with when 2006 ended?
No one.

Do you have a new years resolution for 2007?
To free myself.

Random

There are times when I try hard to keep up with my own pace and end up lost. I've been running around on tip speed and it's too much effort just for anyone to keep up even for myself. Once in a standstill though I see a blurry of movements and I itch to go. Why can't I just be in sync with the rest of the world? Why am I always buzzing away or on a standstill?

***

I met up with the p*yups peeps yesterday. It was fun. Really. I almost forgot how nice it is to laugh. And smile and just be among people who are so different in so many ways yet still the same as everyone else. Simply put, I miss having my life back.

***

From zero I am now a hot commodity. Well, not really. In my dreams dude, in my dreams. Then again, having too many options makes everything the harder. Just like when you're left inside this really fantastic shoe store and all the strappy stilettos are staring back at you...ugh, you just gotta have all. That's how I'm feeling now. Options are now on the table, now I make a decision.

Then I Wait

I waited then.

Now I choose.

Superhuman Me

So I told myself I'd never ever go to work without sleep. Here I am...home. Nice.

Well, I didn't get any snooze time this afternoon since my darn phone won't stop ringing. First IBM called, they had me scheduled tonight for another interview with the operations director. Then just before I could sleep, Siemens called and I'b be headin there tomorrow morning for an interview. After that another center called asking me if I want to be an agent. Wek. I said I'm not interested. Sad but it seems sleep became uninterested as well. By 7pm I was pulling myself off of the bed so I could head to IBM.

Geez.

I waited for more than an hour before I got interviewed. Guess what, the entire interview itself lasted a mere 5 minutes againts the 70 minutes of waiting. Asteeeeeeg~

Am tired na. That's why I went home. Plus the new manager is still missing. She said she'd be back from her leave by January 2nd but she never showed up yesterday.

Goodluck with me. Tomorrow I got another round of interviews. Me sleep now.

Exhausted

I had a long weekend. Three days. The New Year just started a few days ago and I'm already exhusted.

Great huh?