
Hernanione was a bit out of whack lately. He's been thinking a lot about sex. Actually the lack of it. He's now convinced he'd turn into a mini me since he's been saying no to casual encounters for the longest time. Being gay and all he thinks he has the right to be "not" a virgin for such a long time. Hey, turning into me ain't bad is it? Well, he thinks he's "maturing"...Okay, I didn't know I'm mature! Point is, he thinks he's turning into me and I'm not so sure whether he's happy with it or not.
Then I got to talk to sister the other night, and guess what? I'm losing again. Darn. Oh well, I'd rather be a loser than play the same game they're having. Being the other woman just ain't my thing. I was once that, though I didn't know it, and when I finally learned about it I just had to turn my back on the entire thing. Sure as hell feels like shit, how do you think one would feel to be on the other river? Darn. So yeah, I'd prolly be the loser for next few years. Hahaha~ Pramis, kaya ko 'to. Double or nothing. And I don't care if they laugh at me for even thinking I can. I know I can. Sana 'wag kong pagsisihan 'to. Sabi nga ni Hernan, bawal ang bawian.

