Tuesday, May 19, 2020

End of Today

It's 2am and 3hrs ago I learned I am being laid off work. 

I can hear my thudding heart. I was expecting this earlier. I was already thinking of the severance package. 

Nevertheless, when it happened, I felt numb. My mind was in a halt. And all the what-ifs started to flood me in this makeshift prison inside my head.

Let me tell you, I am focusing on how to move forward. I am putting on my brave face. My heart though is still thudding against my chest.

I want to close my eyes and hope. Good news please.

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Panic

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