Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Ohhh, Even You?

***For KT

My only ally is now turning mushy over V-day. I meant you, Kait. Ever since we've been friends I always end up being the nice, sweet girl because you're such an apathist. Hey, don't get this wrong girl. I like it, I'm actually trying to emulate you dearie. But when you start writing about v-day that's just plain scary. Hahaha~ Well, you do have the license to acknowledge the day, after all you're married.

I'm standing by my mantra though. Double or nothing. Ewwww~ I'm so manang.

Anyways, I went to have my facial, spa etc this morning after gym. I wanted to ask you sana but I know you're not into it. Not too girly enough ;p Who's got 2 kids anyways? Not the girly one definitely. Hehe~ Maybe I should change huh?

Sometimes I'm just torn between being who I want and being what people thinks I should be. I wish I could have your apathy. Really. And just not care. At all.

Hey, you need a job within a month? I'd help you. Why won't you stay though? Would it be really that bad to step up to their expectations? Akala ko ba we're paving a career path for you? Weird noh? We're bestfriends but we're just way too different. We could prolly compare every part of our lives and none would coincide. Like with this one, all I want to move up and show everyone I'm the best and that I can kick anybody's ass (esp those people I hate, eat my dusts punkies!) and you're happy just being where you are...somehow. Hmm, magulo ka din pala. Hahaha~ Decide. You want to leave? Look for a day job, I'd ask around. Darn, if kinakausap ko lang aunt ko e di sana Cathay Pacific ka na! Wahahaha~ I'm sorry, even for you I'm never gonna talk to her.

Anyways, I'd try to sleep na. I swear, my face feels like it's been torn into pieces and the only thing holding it together would be my pimples. Hahaha~ Kainis lang cos since it's election time, they're drilling the streets here. Ang obvious, pwede naman last month, or last last month or last year. Nakakatawa na nga yung mga ad campaign e. Only in the Philippines! So there, been hearing the drill non-stop since Tuesday last week, sa inyo din ba?

Anyways, catch you on chat. And yes, you can still be mushy about v-day and I won't mind. It's just weird. Hahaha~

2 comments:

Kaitlin said...

LOL to this entry.

mushy ba talaga? baka nadala lang ng pagrereminisce. to kasing si mer eh, mukhang into the hearts day mood. pag dilat kaninang umaga, bati kagad ng happy v-day--- kahapon pa yon!. nahawa na ata ako.

i would've loved to join you but i don't like facials cause they hurt, and a waste of money. and haller, HINDI AKO GIRLY, puhleeez, i don't wear high heels! :P

madali lang maging apathist. its an art. you gotta unlearn things tho, yun ang mahirap.

yes, i need a day job. ayoko na dito, gusto ko ng matulog sa gabi. i don't like more responsibility because i already have more than enough on my plate. ayoko pang dagdagan ang stress.

speaking of elections, i'm actually looking forward to voting. naks! i've been a registered voter since... i can't remember and i haven't voted, not even once. i was in the states nung presidential elections, go figure.

you are crazy, you better stop taking those pills.

p.s. ganun ba talga ka mushy ung entry ko? YUCK! delete ko na kaya?

Stiletto Hiker said...

wahahaha~ too mushy for you...but generally ok.

i know, the pills are killing me. sabi nga ng boss ko, yan ang nakukuha ko sa pagtira ng estrogen. hay!

you're registered? i'm not. hehehe at ako ang taga UP!

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