The fact that I still feel something that resembles longing is a good sign. Sometimes I get scared because it feels like I've lost all capability to want and need anyone emotionally.
Lately, I'd have to be honest, I've been missing someone more often than I'd like to care. The outpouring of livid thoughts and the uncanny capacity of my emotions to trick me is quite overwhelming in the sense that I know I might not be as resistant as I thought I was.
He's coming back in so many ways. The possibility of faltering is unending. What's good though is that this time, I know he's not coming back. And that's the kind of assurance I need right now.
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