Sunday, February 12, 2006

Let This Be It

I've come to realize a lot of things that past year. I think I did a lot more of growing up the past 12 months or so than I did the last 23 years of my life combined. Finding myself was the main focus. Lately though, it has shifted. I'm trying to find another chance to love and be loved. Yeah, sure sound crappy and sappy, but heck, that's the truth there.

Now I'm ready. No more push backs. No more playing the field (did I ever?!). No more games. I'm gonna meet my greatest fear head on this time. If given the chance, this night. I'm gonna lay everything on the line. Take it or leave it, I'd have to make a run for my life. And my heart.

Here's to another chapter. i'm done making myself better for me. I'm ready to make myself better for someone else. I'm done finding my heart, I'm here to look for someone to give it to.

Let's wait and see. This should be fun. The flood gates are open and the mind is set...Let's begin.

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