Headaches

I wanted to sleep early. I can't obviously. Though it's still early by my standard. Not even midnight yet. A few more hours maybe.

I'm having difficulty breathing. The air seems so laden with extra moisture it's almost clogging my chest. The air is so "heavy" in a sense. My skin's always almost "moisturized" and my head is aching badly. Can it get worse? I'm sure it can. I just wish a drizzle would come, just to wash the surface of this side of earth with a few negative ions to revive me.

Started reading Veronika Decides To Die...Made me realize I'm not alone in thinking that we're all made from the same casts. Been trying, for years, to be different...and maybe that's why I've been called crazy several times by the closest family anf friends I have. I remembered a particular scene in a TV show, the doctor in a mental institution said sometimes he doesn't want to cure his patients, because the reason why most of them lost their minds was because they we're extremely unhappy with their lives. What if they're actually happier when insane than when they're back to being normal? Did he helped them? He don't think so.

I'm not the only one...I'm normal still...