Friday, April 29, 2005

Cosy Little World

My little world is slowly expanding. And I like the newness and all the other small surprises that comes with this ever slowly outward movement of my reality.

I feel great. I feel confident. I know who I am. I have an idea of what I want and what I want to achieve. The beacon that used to stand alone on the shore is now splayed along the coast, and my perpetual sea is peppered with anchors that I can approach anytime I want.

Slowly, the world that I've always dreamt of conquering is becoming more conquerable. The mind can be controlled after all, the emotion can be harnessed and fate can be manipulated. The advantages I have now is so profound, I cannot imagine myself as I was before. I could only imagine the slow decay I would've encountered if not for the new life I gained when everything fell apart.

Just like David, I managed to amaze everyone, even myself when I faced and defeated my first Goliath. The journey has begun, but I still believe the world is conquerable, that life is a stage, and I am the mighty actor turned director.

Life, totus tuus!

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