Surprised!

With all the unimportant things happening around me I can't think of any honest explanation on why I am still surprised with every single new thing that'll come my way. I am amazed that some things can still stir my emotions with so much candor, I never thought I'll ever feel that strongly about anything.

I was surprised and lost when this came up...

patrick (7:37:37 PM): baby...wanna ask ya something...

hanne (7:37:41 PM): what po?

patrick (7:39:06 PM): la lang...us...

hanne (7:39:13 PM): what about?

patrick (7:40:36 PM): well...sometimes it confuses me if there IS an US...

I honestly wish I can give him a sane answer wherein he wouldn't be confused no more. Really, though, I can't cause I'm more confused than ever. Will we ever get this one settled? I hope soon. If there's a way to work around our very unforgiving scheds, I'm willing to try. If he thinks it's a futile fight, then I'm willing to let everything go as early as now. I don't want to be trapped AGAIN in a pointless relationship. I don't want to limit myself to someone who isn't willing to sacrifice anything. I've had enough of that from my previous relationship.