Sleepless

Why I couldn't sleep is a big mystery this night. I have all the right reasons to be asleep this very moment. I am tired, I haven't had any proper sleep lately, I have work later and my eyes are all droopy.

I guess I've been thinking too much. Too much that once again, I am rendered helpless by my self induced pain. This is too muc, too soon. I want to deny the fact that certain unavoidable questions have been wreaking havoc in my otherwise sane life.

Let me see what I can do to end this, if indeed I CAN end such an ordeal by myself. Hopefully tomorrow, I'll be able to sleep soundly. If not because I'm sleepy, at least because I'm tired of every waking moment that I've witnessed and thus my mind wants to see the other side of reality.

Right now, I want to sleep. That's my only wish. The gift of unreality is all I'm wishing for this very moment.