Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Never Say Never

Half an hour ago, I said I won't write about him anymore. I can't help it this time though. You see, while we were chatting he suddenly went idle, said he needs to do something. I took that as the usual end of our conversation knowing that it could mean another meeting marathon that'll last til morning. And so I left several offline messages and headed home.

Once home I received a text message from him asking me where I am. I said I'm home. He then told me he's at my office that very moment hoping to surprise me. Yes, I was surprised. And yes, I wish I waited another half an hour before heading home.

Now I found myself in tears. Why is he making it hard for me? Just when I've finally made a decision, he'd turn around and would try to make everything look wonderfully tempting. I must admit. I am tempted.

He is still tempting.

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