I've been sleepless for the past few weeks. I didn't know what happened but miracles of miracles, I was bale to sleep super soundly for the past two nights. Does that mean I am finally at peace? Ahhh, that sounds so heavenly...
Just the thought of peace brings so much, hmmm, I can't even describe the feeling. I hope this would last. I don't want to go back to being irritable and all that tossing and turning ruined my sheets. They're now a bunched ball in one corner of my bed. They don't resemble anything that was previously washed and folded.
Ahhh, peace. What happened that suddenly made my restless mind sit on peaceful bliss? Could it be that I'm finally over him? That's the greatest news ever! If that's the case. Though I can never be sire unless I'm sure. Still, this is a nice change.
Aside from this newfound love affair with dreamland, I surprisingly found myself excited. You see, I have been trapped in a very bad situation before, that I thought the best way to deal with it is to steel myself againts all attacks and to stay beside the person I thought would protect me from all that haunts me. In the process, I alienated myself from everyone else. Now, I'm finally getting back my old life. One where I am alone but not so alone. I honestly think this is much bettter. Scary (because it's different) but better! I'm excited as ever. I love this newfound peace! I love this sense of self I suddenly gained by being single again.
I'm excited!!!
Just the thought of peace brings so much, hmmm, I can't even describe the feeling. I hope this would last. I don't want to go back to being irritable and all that tossing and turning ruined my sheets. They're now a bunched ball in one corner of my bed. They don't resemble anything that was previously washed and folded.
Ahhh, peace. What happened that suddenly made my restless mind sit on peaceful bliss? Could it be that I'm finally over him? That's the greatest news ever! If that's the case. Though I can never be sire unless I'm sure. Still, this is a nice change.
Aside from this newfound love affair with dreamland, I surprisingly found myself excited. You see, I have been trapped in a very bad situation before, that I thought the best way to deal with it is to steel myself againts all attacks and to stay beside the person I thought would protect me from all that haunts me. In the process, I alienated myself from everyone else. Now, I'm finally getting back my old life. One where I am alone but not so alone. I honestly think this is much bettter. Scary (because it's different) but better! I'm excited as ever. I love this newfound peace! I love this sense of self I suddenly gained by being single again.
I'm excited!!!
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