Thursday, December 07, 2006

Test Me

With everything that's been happening. All the indecisions, the false claims, the personal indifference and most of all the loss of professional respect, I've been thinking of my game play. Then I'd catch myself, "Do I even have to play the game that they want?"

Hard work, sleepless days that extends to weeks, hormonal imbalance and freaky gossips I can endure as I've long proven...but losing respect for the people I work with? I'm about to toss my jersey aside. I hate leaving at the middle of my pitch, but throwing the bat off the ground may be a better option than staying and playing the game for someone else.
Sometimes I ask God why he keeps me here. Maybe to test me?

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