Lately, I felt like the world's been spinning slowly out of control. I woke up one day and I thought I better do something about MY life, I don't want to be consumed by the thought of immortality...simply because I am NOT immortal.
One blink and I found myself years older than what I actually believe myself to be. It's true, sometimes you'd feel quite younger than your real age. I still feel like I'm in college. Quite opposite of what I was when I was REALLY in college. I have to mend my ways, or at least be a bit more discerning. I don't want to take another blink and realize that I've wasted years of my life in things that will never serve me any purpose in the future. I can't take chances. I've lost too much in such a short time already.
Hmmm...just when someone was finally able to teach me to let go. Just when I'm about to lose my grip, I decide to hold onto everything that I thought was sane and right. I think I need him back, just to set my mind straight. Yeah, I do.
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