Sigh

I dunno why but it seems that the world is conspiring to keep myself out of trouble. Really, it would seem almost amazing. Of course, I'd have to think quite realistically, after all not every single coincidence could be considered a miracle.

Last week I was totally pissed off with this particular person. I was afraid I'd ruin everything if I'd let it out. After all, I myself thought that I'm over all the issues that I've had with him. Good thing, all of a sudden, the trip to Galera pushed through and I suddenly found myself miles and miles away from him. Not having seen him for days, my anger gradually went away. By itself.

Sunday, I was planning to get a particular malicious plan into action. Before I was able to do just that I found my unknowing accomplice missing and the weather getting a bit out of hand. I decided to stall and sleep instead. The next morning, I realized what a stupid idea that was anyway. Something that I'd end up regretting if I was able to do it.

Yesterday morning, just before I went to bed I was supposed to leave an offline message to someone, just when I was about to type the first letter...when my fingers were on mid-air...a centimeter away from the keyboard....the computer died. *zionk* and it was dead. No power. At all.

I was more than relieved when that happened. After all, the message that I was supposed to leave is one of the gravest string of words I'd ever have to mutter in my entire life. Could've been one of the things I'd regret forever. And I'm more than glad that the power failed for a second or two, just enough to kill my computer.

I'd have to admit though that the moment the screen went blank, the only thing that went through my head was...."Bakit ako? Anong galit sa akin ng mundo?" Now I know, fate was saving me from myself. Anyway, I'd like to think of it that way.