I am one to say that being in control and having the run of things is one of the most important things in my life. I don't live with being reckless, the plan is to have no plan at all life. I just can't. As much as it's interesting, and even highly enviable, I've a feeling I'd burst into pieces if I do force myself into such a life. I am after all am a control freak of some sorts.
In cases when people get the best of me, when they actually succeed in pushing me to the edge of my careful sanity, I feel so defenseless. I know they mean well, but I am quite uncomfortable knowing that their every word has adverse effect in my own pitiful reactions. Not good. Not at all.
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