Someone's been referring to me lately as the crazy/silly girl. I always thought he was wrong. I can't be. I'm logical most of the time, and restrained, more than I'd care to admit.
Lately though, with this inspiration to live every single moment as ridiculously as possible and with all the spontaneity going around me, I'm actually considering being insane permanently. Not having to worry about the norms and the idea of conformity. Being spontaneous and unhibited. Saying ang doing anything I felt like doing.
What's the point in living after all if you can't feel alive?
I proposed to guy, I would work 2 straight shifts with no sleep, I stay at work just for the heck of being there when I can head home and rest, I'd spend 5 hours inside the restroom just to chat with friends, I'd head to Tagaytay with no money, I'd check in a hotel just to get drunk, I'd get all dolled up just to walk around the mall, I'd wear ridiculous outfits when in work, I'd flirt every single guy I see when I feel like it, I'd ask a guy out if I fancy him, I kiss on the first date and I whine like a child in front of my boss...If you know me long enough, you'd think I'm not the type who'd do things like that. But I do, I did already, as a matter of fact.
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