Losing You

A recent post from my friend prompted me to think more about you and the friendship that we used to share. I accept the fact that it was entirely my fault that you felt obliged to move on and develop new and more meaningful type of friendships with other people who are surrounding you. But please understand that the events was never under my control and thus, I just have to make a move that never did us any good. I am desperately trying to reach out to you once again since time can allow me now. The money, the sleep, the time, are no longer important as long as I can spend a few more precious moments with you. I am deeply hurt everytime I realize that I am no longer part of your life in its entirety. Yes, I feel left out, but I am still hoping that time can rebuild what time has almost erased. And just so you know, I am glad that you found new friends who took care of you while I was not around. Please thank them for me.