No, I did not cry because I was happy. Well, I was somewhat happy at first. As I've said, this is the first time I ever felt like celebrating my birthday again after so many years. But my day ended in tears.
I didn't get any sleep the night before, because I was so excited! I'm gonna meet several special someones all throughout the day. I couldn't bring myself to sleep even if I treid. And so I went to work with dark circles under my eyes paired with a dazzling smile. Had breakfast with several girl friends, I was treated to lunch by a fellow RTA and was able to talk to someone over text. (expensive means of communication, sana may PLDT siya di ba?!)
Then, later that day, I found myself alone, hungry and sleepy. I dunno what happened that triggered my tears but one moment I was smiling, the next I was crying like a kid. Several friends came to me asking what was wrong, the Manager in charge panicked with th sight of his one and only RTA in tears. Later I forced myself to stop crying while clutching on a teddy that my friend gave me. Another friend kept on taking my pictures while I was crying. Hindi ko gets why?!
My responsible side took over and the rest of the night went by beautifully.
I went home and slept. That was it. Another birthday.
I didn't get any sleep the night before, because I was so excited! I'm gonna meet several special someones all throughout the day. I couldn't bring myself to sleep even if I treid. And so I went to work with dark circles under my eyes paired with a dazzling smile. Had breakfast with several girl friends, I was treated to lunch by a fellow RTA and was able to talk to someone over text. (expensive means of communication, sana may PLDT siya di ba?!)
Then, later that day, I found myself alone, hungry and sleepy. I dunno what happened that triggered my tears but one moment I was smiling, the next I was crying like a kid. Several friends came to me asking what was wrong, the Manager in charge panicked with th sight of his one and only RTA in tears. Later I forced myself to stop crying while clutching on a teddy that my friend gave me. Another friend kept on taking my pictures while I was crying. Hindi ko gets why?!
My responsible side took over and the rest of the night went by beautifully.
I went home and slept. That was it. Another birthday.
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